Jesus...only You can fill me
Not getting what I so desperately wanted
Realizing what I thought was there
Didn't really exist after all
Was it wrong to want
To share the journey
To enjoy companionship in the struggle
I thought we were
I thought that's where we were going
Did I put too much hope in human relationships
Wanting filled what only You can fill?
And yet You designed us for community
I thought we were sharing life
I was sharing...
But it didn't come back
Or maybe just not the way I wanted
Was I hoping and asking for too much?
That feeling of being left hanging
It feels like
Not good enough
I turn to You