O God, help me to learn to be faithful. I can do well in the big things, the huge and clear challenges and demands, but in the monotony and drudgery and non-excitement of everyday boring tasks, I am so unfaithful, irresponsible, behaving in ways I would NOT put up with in others--i.e. staff. What a hypocrite.
Thank You. You have shown me my heart, shown me the things that entice and draw me away from You, from Your way, and the life You would have for me...the life I really do want. You have shown me the folly of my ways.