I'm...Just me

It hit again

That sudden feeling of dismay

(or maybe it was envy?)

I see a good work an organization is doing

And, their organization, and ability to tap into resources

They have so much to offer

They do so many things so well

But me

I'm mostly just full of dreams

And plugging away at little things

That don't really seem to amount to much

Sometimes I wish

That somewhere

Out of the blue

Would drop in

Some people

With amazing abilities

And initiative 

To organize

Plan

Help us make what we have

Available to more people

But...I'm just me

We're just us

Limited

But with dreams

And a bit of stamina

Here we are

Staying in the process

Being formed

Growing

Learning

Hoping, somehow

It will all make a difference

I think it is

I think it has

Sometimes

For some people

I hope it goes deep

Stays

Spreads

I guess it's enough

It'll have to be

Do not despise the day of small things

Who are you to ask or expect to be someone else, or receive a different path? Just walk this one well. Keep learning to walk this one well...