Here

That's all I am
Just here
Feeling it all 
Feeling in all different directions
Thinking
Wondering
Wanting to stop thinking

So blessed
And so thankful

Hurting
Confused
Hoping
Seeking

Wanting...oh so wanting!
Clarity
Answers
Connection
To be touched
To be held

Oh...
Hold me Jesus
Feed me Jesus

Satisfy
This thirst
This hunger
This wandering
This restless seeking
This floundering

Some things...
Just hurt
"Hurts like crap!"
(Though what on earth crap "hurts" like, how would anyone know?)

And yet there has been such joy
Such satisfaction

Here
In the living
In the feeling
In the thinking
In my every day
Whatever it is
Here I am
And here You are
Loving me
Holding me
Guiding me

And I am held
I am safe
All's okay
Here