Jesus Come

what do I do with this dull heart and head?

I so long for You to come close

to be able to hear You

see You

sense You

I want

I would like

for my life to be wrapped up in Yours

to somehow know, again

that You are leading, guiding, speaking

to know Your presence

and have that be

enough

But...

I don't know
Your presence now

I can't 

feel You

sense You

hear You

I wish I could hear You speak

I wish You would reach through

I'm still hoping You will

reach through the fog

into this space

somehow

give perspective

until You do

I will wait

I will hope

I will believe

beyond what I can see