Just.. follow me

(Remembering the journey)

In the pain, confusion and utter aloneness
of this day
I remember a scene from the journey

You and me
coming up to a hill
me the little girl, holding Your hand
You invite me to keep going forward
with You
following You
I cannot consider letting go of Your hand
to go somewhere else
but...
I cannot see what is ahead
so I cling to Your leg

You...
gently reach down
pick me up
carry me
I'm clinging tightly to Your neck

Now
I'm terrified
and exhausted
spent
Lord...
Are you carrying me?

A song comes to mind...

At the end of myself
I'm empty and dry
I have nothing to give
But surrender inside

...

At the end of yourself, just follow Me
When you lose everything, just follow Me
I will give you new life, just follow Me
Follow Me

If at the end of yourself, just follow Me
You may lose everything, just follow Me
I will give you new life, just follow Me
Follow Me

 
I'm at the end of myself
I don't think I did things my own way
... just follow Me
Follow Me

I'll follow
But...
I think You'll need to carry me