Here...again

Here I am again
Me
Just me
Wondering how I'll live this day
Wondering how I'll get past
   all that is churning inside
   all the thoughts
   all the feelings
That jumble and tumble
And leave me an immobile heap on the floor
(Oh...not really on the floor...
My body is moving, but my brain has stopped)

I call to mind again
Truths beyond what I can see
You are here
You are good
You are working to fulfill Your purposes
Whether or not I participate
(But wow, don't I want to participate?)

You can and will lead me
You will give enough strength and insight for today
Today, as in every other day,
The end of it will come, and it will be fine
I need not fret or worry at the beginning.