So many people, so many places, often very difficult, but much to learn. I look up, listen, ask for wisdom, strength, courage, and love for today's trek.
Standing Strong
There are two kinds of standing
Both look so strong, until...
One stands after the crash, after the fall
after all has been revealed
all has been confessed.
This one stands after facing the truth of self, sin, and grace
Owning the self
Owning the sin
Receiving the grace
This one is a crawl through the mud
Bloodied and bruised this one comes
Desperate, needy, broken, humbled
This one stands in the Light where all is revealed
Where heads hang in shame
But this one receives a hand that reaches out
This one knows the One who lifts heads
And when this one stands again
He stands so strong, He stands so tall
Others might come...accusing
"I know what you did"
He smiles, sad, but can say, "I know" "Yes, I did"
And still stands strong
The other's standing looks strong
But is really so fragile
Based on pretense, hiding, a false image for others
A false image of self
It is a weary standing
Much effort made to make sure know one else knows
Much effort to keep self from not thinking,
not remembering,
not admitting
It is a fearful standing
For the moment someone else knows
We must deny
If they know, we are not safe
For we have no prodigal's God
We have no God of repentence, confession, grace
We reject the mud, the humility, the shame
We refuse to to stare in the face and say,
"Yes, this is me." "Yes, this is what I've done"
We reject the brokenness, so receive no healing
We think we are strong
so we stand
tall
strong
but oh so fragile
There are two kinds of standing
But only one is strong
Ode to a friend, still trying to get out of the mud, still learning to stand in the grace, but oh so courageous in the confession. In the end, you WILL stand strong my friend. And nothing will shake you.
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1 comment:
That is so beautiful!
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